Monday, August 24, 2015

Back to school

It's  been a little while that I've  been off school, and now that I'm  back i am not happy. Everything seems mundane. Its the same things over and over again, the same classes, the same life. I am trying to improve my life, yet its always the same. I feel like i need to start doing more stuff, to start living instead of being a puppet. I miss creating artwork, and my spontaneous  moments of going to the park with my dog Cleo at 3 am. I am done with this place, i have to move on with my life. However, i cant do anything for another year and a half. This is the fact that destroys my mood and life plans. Im stuck in the community college until im done with my requirements. Im living for others, and will keep living for others, until I'm  done with school.

Monday, June 22, 2015

Stressful vacation

Hey guys,
I am on my long awaited vacation, but it's  way different than i anticipated. Instead of relaxing i am actually stressing more. I had one of my wisdom teeth removed so far, and i am getting another pulled this week. Anothrr thing that is stressful is trying to figure a way to recover from all the expenses of my vacation, no matter how i look at it, ill have to get another job or i wont be able to pay my rent. I just found out that my dad's health isnt great and that is really worrysome; at the same time my moms health isnt good so im at a loss.
I still have doctors to go to and fix myself, and the same week im back i gotta start looking for apartments. I have not enjoyed my vacation yet, and i am not done with all the things i must do before i leave.
I really wish i could stay with my mom longer...

Friday, May 22, 2015

Almost time for vacation!

Hey guys!
College is out for the summer, and in 5 days I'm  leaving for vacation! Hopefully it will be very relaxing, and peaceful! That being said i will have time to do more videos and illustrations for my channel and deviantart. If you have anything  you'd  like to see, leave a comment bellow. I will try to work on my  comics, which is something that i haven't  done in almist 3 years now. It will be a nice change. I am getting a bit rusty so prsctice will definitely help. Well that's  it for now. I will try and post a lot of stuff when I'm gone. Keep in touch!
Take care y'all!

Monday, April 27, 2015

So long

Hello everyone, It's been forever!
This has probably been the most difficult year of my life, this is why.
I started out trying to balance college and work, but it didn't work out for me. I took 6 classes in college when a full time student has 4 classes, and topped it of with 40 hours of work per week. Obviously this schedule wasn't working; I had to drop a class and reduce my work hours to 32. Even with that it was still difficult balancing everything out. 
Several other things that happened this year made my finances from bad to terrible, so I lived on broccoli for a while 'cause it was the only thing i could afford. I was also sleep deprived because of stress, and pulling all- nighters in order to complete my homework. I started having some health issues because of the exhaustion, and lack of proper nutrition. As if all these weren't enough, I started having issues with my apartment. 
I barely make the rent every month, and my neighbors started harassing me. I have a trip to Greece coming up in a month, therefore I don't have the time to look for a new apartment (plus there is nothing available at the time). 
With all that said, I never have free time. On my free time I am always either studying or doing laundry. People say that I need to find time for myself, but what they don't understand is that unless I take care of my priorities I'll only be more stressed in the long-run. I have not drawn for fun in over a year now, and I don't really understand anymore why I am going through all this. Drawing is not fun anymore; it is in the way of my chores. 
I moved away from home in order to pursue my dream, but somewhere along the way I feel that I lost myself.