It's been a little while that I've been off school, and now that I'm back i am not happy. Everything seems mundane. Its the same things over and over again, the same classes, the same life. I am trying to improve my life, yet its always the same. I feel like i need to start doing more stuff, to start living instead of being a puppet. I miss creating artwork, and my spontaneous moments of going to the park with my dog Cleo at 3 am. I am done with this place, i have to move on with my life. However, i cant do anything for another year and a half. This is the fact that destroys my mood and life plans. Im stuck in the community college until im done with my requirements. Im living for others, and will keep living for others, until I'm done with school.
Monday, June 22, 2015
I am on my long awaited vacation, but it's way different than i anticipated. Instead of relaxing i am actually stressing more. I had one of my wisdom teeth removed so far, and i am getting another pulled this week. Anothrr thing that is stressful is trying to figure a way to recover from all the expenses of my vacation, no matter how i look at it, ill have to get another job or i wont be able to pay my rent. I just found out that my dad's health isnt great and that is really worrysome; at the same time my moms health isnt good so im at a loss.
I still have doctors to go to and fix myself, and the same week im back i gotta start looking for apartments. I have not enjoyed my vacation yet, and i am not done with all the things i must do before i leave.
I really wish i could stay with my mom longer...
Friday, May 22, 2015
College is out for the summer, and in 5 days I'm leaving for vacation! Hopefully it will be very relaxing, and peaceful! That being said i will have time to do more videos and illustrations for my channel and deviantart. If you have anything you'd like to see, leave a comment bellow. I will try to work on my comics, which is something that i haven't done in almist 3 years now. It will be a nice change. I am getting a bit rusty so prsctice will definitely help. Well that's it for now. I will try and post a lot of stuff when I'm gone. Keep in touch!
Take care y'all!