It's been a little while that I've been off school, and now that I'm back i am not happy. Everything seems mundane. Its the same things over and over again, the same classes, the same life. I am trying to improve my life, yet its always the same. I feel like i need to start doing more stuff, to start living instead of being a puppet. I miss creating artwork, and my spontaneous moments of going to the park with my dog Cleo at 3 am. I am done with this place, i have to move on with my life. However, i cant do anything for another year and a half. This is the fact that destroys my mood and life plans. Im stuck in the community college until im done with my requirements. Im living for others, and will keep living for others, until I'm done with school.